Confession time*

When you just had enough....

Firstly I would like to say that this post now is written cause i was feeling just sad and awful...
The boy who i first fell in love with betrayed me and there for i dont trust guys so much.
I go on a few dates with them but then i get bored with them and just dont want to open
my heart to them....i dont wanna get hurt again! i believe that is the reason I am so depressed these days...
Well today I realised that there is a boy I fancy (like)...
But there is a problem ...
A).he has just broken up with his girlfriend and i think he still loves her...
B) he is my brothers BEST FRIEND !! so it is a bit wierd dont u think...
C) he is younger than me -.-""

well i dont know if i LIKE LIKE him....but he seems cool and funny and good looking :)
So ...we will see in time.and he is very smart and polite.think he has a good heart


Tonight I was outside talking with one of my childhood friend ...he has a girlfriend who he adores and charrishes most in the world! They are just a perfect fit.No lies ,no problems,no pretending ...
They are open and honest with each other and just enjoy spending time together...They have been together for almost a year now and still they are so much in love as the first day they started dating-even more!
Their relationship is pure and simple and filled with love.
-I am so happy for them ,but at the same time so jealeous! ..why cant i just catch a break?!
Meat a good guy who will love me the same as i do him?! ...
Sometimes i wonder ....if its going to happen at all.....It seems Hopeless for now....

Im going to bed now...need to pack tomorow!

So am I the only one with LOVE issues and problems ??!!